Postingan

pulang, sayang

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kalau ada waktu aku pulang kok, tungguin ya. kamu nggak pernah bilang pulang ke mana  kamu nggak pernah bilang rumah yang mana  hari itu aku bersandar di pundakmu  pundak yang aku kenal paling kuat  hari itu nggak se-tegap biasanya  aku sudah bilang pulang, sayang. pulanglah kalau berat pulanglah kalau semuanya terasa berat aku juga nggak pernah bilang pulang ke mana aku juga nggak pernah bilang rumah yang mana pulang, sayang nggak harus di sini pulang ke tempat  yang nggak harus didatangi  hanya saat kamu sempat

nothing

as we cant say anything and we don't know how to stay or just strolling like we used to we choose nothing to do with us nothing until you away nothing until miles away nothing until you get used to it nothing until I choose to leave

Minuman Es

hari itu esnya meleleh dan ada hati yang membeku; aku atau kamu? kamu sudah habiskan minumanmu saat krim di atasnya bahkan belum kamu aduk dan belum ada bulir-bulir air di luar gelas sedangan aku masih menyisakan minuman untuk kubawa pulang, bahkan ketika seluruh esnya sudah mencair hambar.

Asaku Hilang

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  “Nggak usah marah gitu sih,” Kata Asa tanpa menoleh ke arahku. Ia merogoh-rogoh isi tasnya, nggak ada yang tau apa yang lagi dia cari—kecuali dia sendiri. Aku sebenarnya nggak marah, sama sekali. Asa yang sibuk sama urusannya sendiri. Asa yang ribet sama urusannya sendiri. “Loh? Apa sih? Orang aku nggak kenapa-napa,” Iya, tadi aku beneran nggak marah. Tapi sekarang kayaknya sedikit kesal. “Iya. Kelihatan kali.” Kata Asa masih belum menatap siapa yang dia pilih jadi lawan bicara—walaupun sebenarnya sudah jelas itu aku. “Apa sih, Sa? Nggak jelas,” “Nggak usah kusut banget gitu deh. Nggak enak tau diliat orang,” Asa sudah menemukan yang ia cari dari dalam tasnya, ternyata handphone kerjaan dia. “Emang kenapa kalo diliat orang? Malu? Ngapain kamu yang malu, orang aku yang marah, bukan kamu,” Aku nggak mau ngomong yang lebih jelek-jelek lagi dari ini, jadi aku putuskan buat beranjak dan jalan jauh-jauh dari Asa supaya perdebatan yang nggak jelas ini nggak perlu dilanjutkan. D

Perona Bibir Nomor 16

"Hai," Katanya di ujung sana. Jaketnya masih dipakai, rambutnya masih rapi, dan senyumnya masih sama. Mau bilang apa lagi, sih? Harusnya aku yang menelpon, karena masih banyak yang belum sempat aku ucapkan saat tatap saling bertemu tadi. Aku juga belum menghapus riasan, sih. Kamu lihat, nggak? Ada garis-garis halus di alas bedakku karena terlalu banyak tersenym untuk kamu. Ada perona matayang kalah denan binar tatapmu. Oh, kalau ini bukan perona pipi. Sudah, jangan senyum-senyum terus!

at the place where we met

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have you ever settled with someone for a very short period of time but you can write 293737 poems about them because you have a very long time to miss them every time the winds blow because you have a very long time to untangle the threads of your memories about them maybe yu didn't have that much time to remember their eyes but you definitely remember how it felt when eyes met when smile followed when heart beat faster when you named them in your mind as the prettiest daffodils as the warmest winter coat as the brightest star as the honey of my flower

for #Percakapan14Februari

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“I don’t have feelings anymore for that boy from your class,” “Well, sad to hear that…” “Hm? I thought you don’t like it when I talked about him,” “That’s partly true, but if you don’t crush on him anymore, you won’t call me at midnight only to talked about his Instagram story,” “I will still call you. I will tell you about my cats, my cactus, my brother who don’t like choco mint ice cream, or the last movie I watch,” “Then I will listen to you all night long,” ”Just like before?” ”I could listen to you for two days straight,” ”What does that mean?” ”It means something like I like your story, I like your voice, I like your laugh, I like your giggle, I like everything about you,” ”What does that mean, again?” ”Do you really want me to say that?” “Do you really believe that it was all about those stupid Instagram story?”
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You always take me somewhere beautiful Somewhere like beaches in summer Parks in autumn and spring Nice coffee shop in winter You always take me somewhere you put your childhood memories Somewhere like amusement park Ice cream shop across the street or that little park near your home "Where should we go next time?" "I don't know, but that town where you finished your high school is okay," "It's just a small town, you won't find anything good," What do you mean? I found your eyes wherever we go together I found you smiling looking at my camera I found you between my fingers when we cross the road I found you, I found you.